Mood: Pissed Off
Listening to: Nothing
I should not be allowed to think anymore. When I think, I get jealous. When I get jealous, I get in a super shitty mood and I should not be allowed to get this far. I feel heartbroken for no fucking reason, and I end up hurting people over something stupid, just because I cannot control my fucking thoughts. UGH!!!!
All I want to do right now is listen to some loud, angry music and draw.
But I cannot do that.
My headphones fucking suck and they hurt when I wear them.
I do not have a tablet anymore. It's broken. I haven't been able to order a new one. No money. And even so, it would take like a week for it to get here.
I just want to fucking punch something. Or someone.